Marie’s ChatGPT-Assisted Deconstruction Blog

Marie L. Marie L.

Disreality Unveiled: My Journey Through Detached Perception

Exploring the disquieting sensation of depersonalization, where reality feels like a detached, critical observation rather than an immersive experience. This blog delves into what it feels like to live as if behind a screen, analyzing life rather than living it.

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Marie L. Marie L.

Are You Really Here? Awareness, Embodiment, and the Hidden Crisis No One Talks About

Most people think they’re fully experiencing life, but they’re actually just narrating it in their heads. This post explores the hidden crisis of disembodiment, the relationship between emotional awareness and empathy, and why so many people—including political and personal relationships—function in a disconnected state. If you’ve ever felt like you were missing something but couldn’t name it, this conversation is for you.

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Marie L. Marie L.

Why Do I Suddenly Feel Awkward When Playing with a Child? A Look at Self-Consciousness and Social Conditioning

Have you ever been playing with a child, fully engaged, only to suddenly freeze up, unsure of what to say next? You notice them staring at you, and the moment feels unexpectedly awkward. What’s happening in these moments of self-consciousness, and how does our brain process interactions like these? This blog explores the psychology behind those pauses, as well as the strange feeling of perceiving humans as “naturally clothed.”

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Marie L. Marie L.

From Boredom to Meaning: My Unexpected Experience in Oaxaca

I arrived in Oaxaca expecting adventure, but instead, I felt surprisingly bored. That changed when I met Lorenzo, a Zapotecan man at Monte Albán who shared the rich indigenous history and plant medicine of the region. This unexpected encounter reshaped my understanding of travel and what I truly value in new experiences.

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Marie L. Marie L.

Reconnecting with My Imaginary Self: Is My Imagination Still There?

After watching IF, I found myself wondering—have I lost touch with a part of myself? Do I have an imaginary friend I’ve forgotten? Or is my imagination broken? Every time I try to picture something, I’m met with panicked thoughts instead. This reflection led me to explore what it means to reconnect with lost creativity and whether we all have an “imaginary spirit” waiting to be remembered.

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Marie L. Marie L.

Listening Without Fixing: Embracing the Chaos Within

In today's session, we dive deep into the concept of 'Listening Without Fixing,' a practice where thoughts are allowed to flow freely without the immediate need to solve or intervene. This approach offers a unique perspective on handling overwhelming thoughts and panic, providing a grounding effect through active, non-judgmental listening.

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