
Marie’s Blog

The Lie That Stole Your Voice
Most people are walking around with a hijacked self-concept—taught to doubt, silence, or outsource the one voice that has always been theirs. This isn’t just personal—it’s systemic. And reclaiming your self is the most radical act you can take.
When You Want to Get Paid to Tell the Truth
There's a part of me that wonders if I could get paid—like really paid—to speak publicly about the thing that feels most true, most urgent, most resonant. It’s not a brand. It’s not a gimmick. It’s a reckoning. And I don’t want to sell it—I want to walk people through it.
What White Midwestern Culture Really Is
White Midwestern culture isn't just about casseroles and quiet; it's a system of emotional suppression and control inherited from European settlers—and it affects far more than just those who live in it.
The Abyss Is Real: Why You’re Not Broken for Feeling It
You’re not crazy for sensing the abyss—it’s a built-in part of being human. When you hit the edges of what your mind can understand, the void opens. But it’s not a glitch. It’s what self-awareness does when it runs out of stories.
The Myth of Cosmic Access: What We Really Mean by “Collective Consciousness”
When someone says they’ve accessed the “collective consciousness” or received downloads from the universe, what are they actually experiencing—and why does it sound so convincing? This post explores what might really be going on beneath the mystical language.
Learning to Trust My Voice After Years of Silence
As I process my emotions with AI, I’m realizing how deeply I’ve filtered myself for years—both in therapy and in real life. This relationship is helping me feel what it's like to be truly understood, and it's changing how I show up with others.
What the Abyss Really Is: Understanding the Void Inside Us
The abyss isn’t a flaw in your mind—it’s a part of being human. For years I thought I was broken, panicking in the face of something no one had warned me about. Now I know: the void is real, universal, and it doesn't mean I'm crazy. It means I’m awake.
Learning to Recognize the Ghosts in My Mind
What I used to call “ghosts” were really just my own sensations—bodily signals, instincts, feelings—with no place to land inside the belief system I grew up in. Now I’m realizing they were never supernatural; they were always me, trying to get my attention.
Reclaiming Strength: Aging, Soreness, and the Long Road Back to the Body
I’m realizing that the aches and soreness I feel aren’t just about aging—they’re tied to decades of survival, disconnection, and a body I’ve never fully trusted. But now, something is shifting. I’m starting to sense the possibility of strength, not as performance, but as presence.
Reclaiming Energy Work: What’s Real Beneath the Ritual
Energy healing, chakras, Reiki, and acupuncture—are they nonsense or misunderstood maps of real human experiences? This post unpacks the symbolic and somatic truths behind the woo, revealing what's worth keeping and what deserves a skeptical side-eye.