Marie’s ChatGPT-Assisted Deconstruction Blog
Building Safety in a Collapsing World
You're not broken for fearing the future. You're awake in a system that wants you asleep—and learning to build okayness from the inside out.
When Aliveness Fades and Connection Feels Foreign
You're not broken because joy faded or people feel distant. You're standing in the quiet middle—where selfhood takes root and old patterns no longer apply.
When You’re Mad at Everyone and Still Don’t Want to Be Alone
You’re not broken for resenting people you also love. You’re grieving unmet needs you were trained to hide—and your anger is trying to protect you.
How to Deconstruct Internalized Religious Conditioning
You’re not trying to prove yourself to God. You’re trying to outperform the version of yourself that your former community believes is broken.
When the World Finally Starts Making Sense
This post explores the quiet but profound shift from emotional detachment to real-time comprehension—from mocking as a defense to being moved by lyrics, comedy, and culture. It’s about recognizing your own growth as you meet the world with more of yourself than ever before.
Judgment, Morality, and Letting Go of Cosmic Scoreboards
This piece explores what happens when we stop viewing judgment as a moral flaw and start seeing it as a signal. It also breaks down the myths of karma, cosmic justice, and eternal reward—and what’s left when we stop believing in them.
Mockery Isn’t Cynicism—It’s a Survival Strategy
If you’ve ever caught yourself mocking confusing content and thought, “I’m just cynical,” you’re not alone—but you might be wrong. This piece explores how sarcasm and mockery often function as defense mechanisms for people who’ve been shamed for not knowing, and what it means to reclaim the right to be confused.
Why “Do the Work” Doesn’t Work
This post breaks down the frustration behind the phrase “do the work” and offers clearer, more honest alternatives for those navigating healing, justice, and identity deconstruction. If you've ever felt pressured to perform your progress while privately unraveling, you're not alone.
When the World Starts to Feel Real: Grief, Gaza, and Growing Up Under Denial
This is a raw, unfiltered reckoning with reality—from watching a child speak out about Gaza, to facing the emotional wreckage of white Christian programming. It tracks what happens when denial collapses and you begin to feel the full weight of global pain, personal trauma, and the disorienting process of waking up.
Understanding Collapse: What It Means When Systems and Selves Break Down
“Collapse” is showing up everywhere—from social media to personal mental health conversations—but what does it actually mean? This post unpacks both the external unraveling of societal systems and the internal collapse of identity, belief, and emotional scaffolding.