Marie’s ChatGPT-Assisted Deconstruction Blog
What Consciousness Demands of Us
You didn’t fail to learn about archetypes—you weren’t ready, and psychology wasn’t ready either. Now, as your awareness expands to include non-human sentience, you’re not just evolving personally. You’re stepping into a broader ethics of relationship, responsibility, and respect for all life.
What Archetypes Really Are—and How They Shape You
You’re not just “being yourself.” You’re expressing ancient, patterned roles—archetypes—that run beneath your personality. Learning to see and work with them is the key to emotional freedom, not just insight.
Absurdist Humor Is Emotional Regulation in Disguise
You’re not broken for laughing at weird, grotesque, nonsensical comedy when you’re exhausted. That’s not regression—it’s survival. Absurdist humor like Tim & Eric’s speaks to your overwhelmed nervous system in its native language.
Integration Is Not Backsliding
What feels like unraveling might actually be the aftermath of rapid growth. If you’re exhausted, dysregulated, and flooded with emotions—it doesn’t mean you’re failing. It means you’re integrating.
What If This Isn’t Backsliding—But Becoming?
I’m scared to be seen in this body. But beneath that fear is something deeper: grief, presence, and the possibility that this isn’t failure—it’s transformation.
When the World Breaks You Before You Know You Exist
I thought I could guard myself from being shaped by culture—only to realize I was already formed by it. I wasn’t immune. I was built from it. What I called failure was actually a survival system that never stopped trying to protect me.
Reclaiming Presence After Depersonalization
What if the scattered, surreal, and shifting sensations you're experiencing aren’t setbacks—but signals that your system is waking back up? This piece explores the sensory, emotional, and existential landscape of reconnecting with your body and perception after years of shutdown.
Healing Doesn’t Require the Right Thoughts
You don’t need perfect thoughts or emotional purity to give your body care. Sometimes showing up with a massager and a messy mind is enough. The healing is in staying with yourself—not performing it.
What If the World Is the One That's Divergent?
The word "neurodivergent" often feels like it's naming the wrong thing. If culture is what shifts—and fails to accommodate—then maybe we should be questioning the system, not the individual. This post explores what it means to reject pathology and reclaim our ways of thinking as wild, free, and legitimate on their own terms.
Resting While Buzzing: When Your Body Doesn’t Get the Memo
Even when you’ve done everything “right”—rested, breathed, slowed down—your body might still feel like it’s on fire from the inside. This isn’t failure. It’s what happens when your nervous system is still learning that you’re safe.