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How Religion Turned Depersonalization into a Sacred Virtue

Religious teachings can reframe depersonalization as spiritual detachment, but that framing might not help if you feel alienated from yourself. Explore how evangelical Christianity explicitly encourages depersonalization and learn how to reconnect with your body, mind, and emotions after leaving faith behind.

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Tracing Childhood Memories: Comfort, Shame, and Sweetness

My childhood was a mix of quirky habits, secret shames, and moments of emotional discovery. From losing my comfort pillow to stealing my siblings’ candy stash, each memory feels tied to deeper patterns of autonomy, rebellion, and the search for sweetness in life—both literal and metaphorical.

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Unlocking the Lens of Self-Discovery: Navigating Urgency, Healing, and Presence

Discover the transformative power of a "decoder ring" moment—a new lens that reveals patterns and insights from the mundane to the monumental. Wrestling with fears of lost time and an aging body, this journey explores how healing is less about fixing the past and more about learning to exist fully in the present. What does it mean to finally understand yourself at 42? And how do you navigate the urge to "catch up" without losing the peace you've worked so hard to find?

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Tetris, Derealization, and the Art of Being Present

Have you ever wondered why playing a simple game like Tetris feels so good—or how it might actually be helping you process your thoughts? Tetris engages your brain in a way that allows you to observe your thoughts without spiraling, providing a cognitive sweet spot between focus and calm. Pair that with reflections on derealization, depersonalization, and the complex interplay of feeling "unreal," and you're looking at a fresh lens on healing and presence.

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Understanding My Triggers in Relationships and Finding My Way to Balance

Navigating relationships can feel like a mirror reflecting our deepest insecurities and patterns. For me, seeing my boyfriend’s other girlfriend’s affection brings out feelings of inadequacy. Diving into these triggers has shed light on my emotional world and the way I connect. Here’s what I’ve discovered about love, friendships, and my inner complexity.

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