Watching an ego die might be a full-time job.

Healing your traumatized psyche might be a bit more like socializing a feral kitten instead of some kind of spiritual fusion and clarity.

Talkin’ ‘bout my exhausted Ambition Gremlin.

Yesterday my posture specialist (and sometimes therapist) gave me the assignment of making a list of 10 positive qualities about myself. I think she thought that it would be hard for me to think of 10, but I’m feeling myself these days.

Yes, it’s clickbait. But y’know that feeling when you have an awakening to Self so deep that you don’t really remember why you’re doing what you’re doing in live?

For Patreons only! I made a high frame rate video of some incense smoke and an anxiety toy thingy. Put it together with some calm music and now you've got a visual meditation video! It's 13 minutes long. Enjoy!

I write about why I am designing my own god. Mostly codependence and frustration with ego!

This week, I taught myself how to act after watching two 5 minute videos. Only available to Patreon supporters. Sign up at marielepage.com !

Oops. I found Jesus. Crap.

Marie finally gets Parts work. Meet John Ralphio and friends.